There are so many things I want to say to you, and I'm not really sure where to begin. All these years, I've been looking forward to talking to you again face to face, but we never really got that chance. I was hoping we'd be able to talk in Altissia, but too many things happened.
... You healed me. You saved my life when I was hurt, and I couldn't do a thing to protect you. I've told myself I have no regrets, but that's one that's weighed on my mind all these years. Luna, you should have lived longer. You should have been able to make your own choices. Our marriage might have been arranged, political, but we both wanted it.
And I never got to tell you that. I never got to tell you that I loved you, that I'd fallen in love with you. That exchanging the notebook was one of the things I looked forward to the most.
I'm so, so sorry. I'm so sorry that I couldn't do anything to save you either time. Here, on this damned television show, and back in Altissia. But once we're out of here, once we're together...
I'll do everything I can to protect you and make you happy. I'll tell you this myself, when we meet again, but I wanted to write it down. It makes it more of a promise that way, I think, having it in ink on paper.
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lunafreya nox fleuret.
There are so many things I want to say to you, and I'm not really sure where to begin. All these years, I've been looking forward to talking to you again face to face, but we never really got that chance. I was hoping we'd be able to talk in Altissia, but too many things happened.
... You healed me. You saved my life when I was hurt, and I couldn't do a thing to protect you. I've told myself I have no regrets, but that's one that's weighed on my mind all these years. Luna, you should have lived longer. You should have been able to make your own choices. Our marriage might have been arranged, political, but we both wanted it.
And I never got to tell you that. I never got to tell you that I loved you, that I'd fallen in love with you. That exchanging the notebook was one of the things I looked forward to the most.
I'm so, so sorry. I'm so sorry that I couldn't do anything to save you either time. Here, on this damned television show, and back in Altissia. But once we're out of here, once we're together...
I'll do everything I can to protect you and make you happy. I'll tell you this myself, when we meet again, but I wanted to write it down. It makes it more of a promise that way, I think, having it in ink on paper.
We'll meet again. I'll make sure of that.
Yours, forever and more,
Noctis